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Today I make a personal decision not to be afraid. 

Today I step out on faith and have an intimate conversation with a higher nonphysical power.

The conversation starts with me asking the following questions:

Me: Why am I here? 

Why have you placed me in my current situation?

What is my purpose?

What have I done in my life to serve you that has resulted in me reaching this point in my life, being wealthy but still unhappy?

When will my life take the turn for the bad, resulting in me becoming permanently insignificant?

When will my life take the turn, resulting in my life becoming substantial where my legacy will be passed onto my heirs?

Now, I know that it is not appropriate to ask you, a higher power questions, but what do you do when you become tired and weary; you feel as though you don’t know which direction to turn. 

When you have stood still for so long that you have not shifted or moved for so long.

Jesus, the son of our God and holy savor, responded: My dear child, your life has been planned out for you before the seed was ejaculated and planted in your mother’s womb. 

In reference to the permanent insignificant aspect, I cannot reveal that information to you at this moment, as you will prepare for the moment and jeopardize my planning for your ending.

Me: I do not feel as though I have reached my full potential after all these years. 

Jesus: I understand my child. I have placed you in situations that have challenged you mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually for the longest time. I hate to say this to you, but I have baited you. I have placed you in tumultuous situations to test your faith. To see if you could stand up to the test of time. 

I have placed you in pleasurable situations to shift your negative thinking patterns.

I have placed you in laughable situations to keep you from crying.

I have placed you in lucrative situations to alleviate financial stressors and strains.

I have placed you in mentally stimulating situations to assist you in overcoming depressive moods and thoughts. 

I have placed you in situations to assist you in overcoming stress.

I have placed you in calm situations to assist you in overcoming anxiety ignitions. 

I have placed you in fruitful situations to assist you in overcoming life barriers. 

I have also set in front of you success detours because you have not proven you are ready for the lucrative life and successful abundances I have waiting for you.

However, just because I have placed you in these situations, they were not meant for you to stay. 

My child. I need you to understand that all of the situations that I have subjected you to were with purpose. 

I need you to understand that the persons I brought into your life were for lesson and purpose. 

I also need you to understand that all of the persons I bring into your life are not meant to stay, as they are placed there for a season and a reason.

Me: But, but…

Jesus: Hush, my child. There is nothing you can say to me, as I know your thoughts. I know your feelings. I understand that you are tired and weary. I also know that you want to flee your current situation. But, when examining your faith, it seems that you have lost your faith in me and have placed too much trust in another human, a person who has chosen to disassociate themselves with me and to use me for their personal benefit. A person who feels that my blessings are based on “prayer purchases” when in reality, my blessings do not mandate purchase and are essentially based on a result of authentic belief and prayer and me feeling your heart is in a righteous place. 

My child, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but I place people in situations and circumstances, good and bad, based on their beliefs. I have witnessed first-hand that you have started to lose your faith in me, so it was my spiritual duty to place you in more complex and challenging situations to see if you believed in me wholeheartedly and put me before any man and money. 

Yes, you have love, but I have distorted your view.

Yes, you have money, but I have started to depreciate its value.

Yes, you live well, but I have started to distort your thinking patterns.

Yes, you have the life that so many long to live, but with spiritual ill-residual, your life’s worth is slowly dwindling, making you feel poor when you are full of riches. 

You fail to realize, my child, that I am forever in control of all of your life situations and circumstances. 

Believer or nonbeliever, it is inevitable that I play an integral role in human and animal life.

I have created the pathways to heaven, or otherwise. 

I am the sole determiner of how long you live and when it is time for you to die.

My child. Yes, you find yourself in uncomfortable and unkind situations.

My child. Yes, you find yourself in situations that you wish to avoid and get yourself out of, to flee. 

My child. You are not ready to stand on your own spiritually, emotionally, and financially, as I have not placed you in these situations yet.

My child. I will not place these significant abundances upon you until you have restored your faith long-term, and I can witness the changes in your attitudes and behaviors. 

Me: But… But… Father. Let me explain.

Jesus:  No explanation is necessary. I have reinforced that I am in control, and there is nothing you can say or do to change this. 

My child. The question that I have for you is, what are you willing to do to change your attitude and behaviors to show that your life investment remains in the hands of me, your Lord, and Jesus Christ. 

You have been placed in your situation for a reason. 

The only way to leave or flee your current situation and be successful is to show your faith in an un-quizzical manner. 

The only way you can leave or flee your current situation is to show that you still believe and will continue to do so long term. 

The only way I will keep you in this situation is for all parties involved to restore their faith in me, and I will show my appreciation by rewarding you abundantly one-hundred times (100x) over.

As I am your sole life proprietor, I beg of you, my child, to fix the situation that I have created for you.

You may not feel that the situation is stored upon you for purpose, reason, or season, but it has been stored upon you for lesson. If you still feel as though there is a lesson to learn, then stay. If you feel as though you have learned your lesson, then I grant you all rights and permission to leave and flee without consequences or equivocations. 

I know when you have learned your lesson, and I don’t think that you have, otherwise you situation would have changed a long time ago. 

I know when there is more to gain out of situations, even when they are negative, but when you believe you will see the light of the situation and let the negative doer dwell in his or her own pity. 

My child, you are blessed and will forever be blessed.

It is part of human nature for individuals to lose site at one point in time, and in most cases, it is a result of their encounters with nonbelievers, naysayers, wrongdoers, and sinful bringings. 

Believe me my child when I say that I am not perfect, as I have some shortcomings in my physical life, but there were all lessons learned that resulted me being granted afterlife. That granted me being your fathers and savors.

I have you realized how many times I have saved your life, some negative thoughts, attitudes, and behaviors. 

My child, I know you for who you really are, even when you don’t see yourself. 

I know your heart and spirit.

I know your worth.

I see how you sacrifice for others, putting yourself last. 

My child, there is nothing that I would not do for you.

My child. You are my child. You are a piece of me. 

My child. Understand that I have kept you on earth for a reason, irrespective of you knowing this reason, you will soon find out, as you think that you live and stand in your truth. I have something planned for you that is much more pleasurable and lucrative.

I will remove any worry that you have ever had or encountered.

I have started to place influential persons into your life that you have not even seen yet. 

Most importantly, I have started to place you in individuals lives for you to become a blessing to them.

You are on the right path and have always been.

You have proven your faith time and time again and I am forever grateful that you have shown me that you are a true believer, even in the events of situations blinding you of your faith.

You have walked by faith and not by site, which is why you are where you are, in abundance.

You will see that I have set you up for the good and have removed the bad and evil. 

My child. Bless you.

My child. I will continue to bless you as long as you continue to show and share your faith.

You are being guided by me, so understand that I will never steer you down the wrong paths, as all paths set before you will be intentionally fruitful. 

Today is September 11, 2021, twenty (20) years after terrorists flew Boeing planes into the Twin Towers of New York City. A plane that took the lives of 2,996 innocent people but has resulted in multi-million grievances. 

I must say that with the twin towers standing side-by-side, it adds significance to the strengths of individuals standing together, displaying togetherness and strength. 

The twin towers standing side-by-side add significance to what power means, mainly when individuals stand together, showing strength and character. 

The twin towers standing side-by-side add significance to the meaningfulness of “united we stand and divided we fall.”

Source: By Daniel Byman 

Though I do not know of any persons who have been subjected to a terrorist attack, the impact of other’s experiences hits hard. These terrorist attacks could have impacted so many more persons, but with the bravery of those who decided to take a stand and deter terrorists from completing their heinous crimes, wickedness, and inhumane acts, so many lives were saved.

On behalf of those persons impacted, I will continue to pray that you develop the needed strengths and social support to get you through the hurt and pain. I pray that your good memories of the persons you lost overwrite any negative attitudes toward the situation and those persons involved. The persons that you lost knows your strength and abilities. God knows your strength and has already compensated you for any lack of strengths in dealing with such circumstances. You will never forget those persons you lost, and you will always remember how you lost these persons. I beg of you to get all the assistance you need, therapy, psychotherapy, counseling, support groups, family support, self-talk, self-care, and others.

From a psychological perspective, those persons who carried out such acts were conditioned to take on inhuman dispositions, developing a sociopathic, unempathetically, and to cognitively and intentionally devalue human life, even their own, as they would sincerely engage in suicidal-bombing acts, that takes the lives of many, even their own, without question or equivocation.

Even though I, myself, live in the United States of America, the “united” aspect is far from the truth, and the States of American has not been united for some time now. I am a black American in the States of America, who is subjected to racism, outcasted, told that I don’t belong here, and are continually given stares and glares as if I do not belong in certain areas. My knowledge, skills, and money are dismissed and devalued, particularly in predominantly white settings, where middle-class and high-class individuals reside. I categorize myself as a high-class black American. Yet, it is the low- and middle-class persons that make it difficult for those that are dissimilar or unfamiliar to live in an affluent, predominately white neighborhood. 

Even when attending certain clubs where I pay my monthly dues, it’s those outsiders who “yearn for a particular status” who look down on a black girl who has earned and pays her dues.

I say this to say that I love “my” country of residence. The country that I was born into, irrespective of where my ancestors or potential ancestors came from. What most persons fail to realize is that their ancestry and lineage are not directly associated with America, and they would instead engage in pretentious acts and behaviors, just to fit the realm of what “america” stands for (I failed to capitalize America purposely). America is not white. American is not based on white supremacy. These are attitudes that were manifested and adopted by lighter or pale shades or lack of melanin generations. If you look around, America is an assortment of colors those ranging from the palest skin tones to the darkest hues. 

I love my life, and I am sure there are billions of others who feel the same. I have realized that it is those – irrespective of ethnicity or race, who do not love their life and are miserable, and those who try to make it difficult for people like me who display content and happiness. If people were happy with their inner selves, the racial and prejudice tensions would be less profound. Until people come to realize that life is what you make it, they will never be happy.

So many people dwell on what other persons have and what they don’t. 

So many people dwell on the experiences and knowledge that others have accomplished and associate it with their downfalls.

So many people focus on what the have’s have, instead of putting in place realistic goals and plans that would contribute to their own prosperity, but readily dwell on what they do not have.

So many people blame others regarding what they don’t have, as opposed to what could be. 

So many people would instead focus on the negative rather than the positive. 

So many people never take the time to listen. Meaning they never give themselves the opportunity to process what they have heard or learned because they are too busy talking. Sometimes people need to shut the f up. 

Most rich people forget where they came from. Yet, they are so quick to frown on the less fortunate.

Most rich people are born with silver spoons in their mouths, so they lack humble-beginnings (or lack of) experiences.

Again, I say this to say that when you become fortunate to be a citizen in one of the States of America, united or un-united, you are privileged, which is NOT a “white thing” but an “American thing.”

I love where I live and cannot see myself living anyplace else. 

Yes, there are some rude and wicked people in the world, not only in America but worldwide.

Yes, there are some selfish people in the world. However, most selfish individuals, or those who fail to give an opportunity to those unfamiliar, are significant signs that the people who have been placed in positions of power lack the necessary confidence and competence or view others as a threat of taking over their position. 

In most cases, these are how terrorist attacks occur as well as why homicidal crimes rates continue to increase. People think they should have something that they themselves have not worked for or earned. 

People want to possess a certain level of power, a title they have not earned, and lack the necessary skills and knowledge to fulfill such a position. 

But why is this? I do not have the answer. It’s interesting because even when an individual has been rightfully selected for a position of power, there will always be others who fill as though the person given that position is not suitable. We [America] continue to experience inner country terrorism. We [America] continue to have people in positions of power that make decisions based on their personal proclivities and not for the interest of the American people. We [America] will continue to be targeted by terrorists, those within the states and those from other countries. It is time for America to wake up and add significance to the meaning of “united.” There is no reason why America should have lost a war they have been fighting for two decades. American decision-makers and policymakers continue to focus on revoking certain rights and segregating people. They have allowed their personal emotions and biases to get in their way, that they have allowed others to pull the rug from up under their feet regarding certain critical and life-altering matters.

I am not saying that 9/11 could have been avoided, as America was unprepared for the inevitable. Today, America is not ready for the inevitable. They are too focused on stealing power and rights from their American residents while outsiders are stealing territory. America really needs to regain its focus on what matters, which means focusing on bringing people together instead of tearing people apart. Like the twin towers, they stood together, and they fell together. Just imagine the strengths of all Americans standing together united and the impact of power we would have. It’s a level of power that no single person or country could override. We displayed how impactful our control was during the election and supporting persons impacted by 9/11, as age, race, and culture were not a factor. Today, demographics and characteristics, and personal interests should not be a factor. The factors lie in doing what is suitable for all Americans.

America, we have work to do together. Stop trying to do it alone. It will only result in America failing, falling, and self-destructing.

Thanks for watching

Angela

Thanks for watching.

Angela